After becoming the sewing monster, I started to be into sewing, crocheting and making with beads. Just counting and creating with no purpose remove my self. Secretly, I made some rules to create them though. 

 

Crocheting, 24(hours a day) x 30(days in a month)=720(hours in a month),   18(become adult in the UK) x 20(become adult in Japan)=360(full rotation),   360 + 720 = 1080( the number of pixels of videos and 108 the number of ego and desires)

 

Send your whole power to each one moment one moment 

 

Beads necklace, a white(meditative) stone inside of the red(power of craving) strings, pink(red), green(nervousness emotional), blue(emotionless) beads. The idea of the colors are from Tibetan prayer’s flags.

 

Sewing I made many things with a circle(universe) and a square or a rectangle(law) but a triangle(society). so I wanted to try creating with the element. 

I cut cloths triangles and stated them in a black cloth. I used a red strings. When I use a red strings, I feel like I’m pouring my blood onto the cloths. So I used the color. 

 

Connect a world to a world 

Expand a world 

 

I found that the some certain researched meanings helped me to create more and more but it means that I don’t like working with non meaningful art still. I’m not a craftsman. Am I still full of ego? Ah life is difficult but when I was concentrating with them one by one, I was definitely away from my self. 

 

How can I forget about me?