Studio fairy
I moved my studio with a window and I started to work properly again. I realized that I like messy studios more than white walled rooms. I started to play with objects and atmosphere in the studio and I recorded in a video. And I made myself transparent as if Im a ghost. I realized that everything is made of traces and waiting to make new traces. I love the object’s stillness. That’s what I really respect about objects. I also wanted to appreciate for traces which I made and I will make and I also realized that even if I don’t move, I’m still moving slightly because my heart is beating. Probably objects also move slightly too in their mind or I just forgot the last position of the object so i misunderstand that the object didn’t move. I wanted to make ambiguity of our memory system. A fairy appears suddenly and disappears. I wanted to be in between the world which I believe that as ‘Real’ and the world which appears when I blink. The fairy doesn’t exist in the ‘Real’ world but when you blink, it appears.