This is for farewelling for my life in Falmouth. I thought that if there is no evidence of my memories from my Falmouth uni life, I would feel that the life would be an illusion. I wanted to put the evidence of my three years. I dropped red candles which I have been using for few years. The wax creates the smell of three years and also the embroidery looks like cave painting like the beginning of a Ghibli film ‘The wind valley of Naushika’.  The words are deconstructed in different shapes and also some words are colored gray. I used Indesign to edit and printed from a printer. I felt like I didn’t face to each page one by one, so I decided to cut them by hands and I wrote every Japanese words by hands. So i could look back thoroughly. It was a long journey to sew them with red strings. But the process made a strong blood vein on the book. The book expresses the heart beatings of the three years.